I just want him. That’s all I want, that’s all i’ve ever wanted. Him to hold me while I cry. Him to whisper in my ear that its all going to be alright, but not over some device, but in person. To feel him breath, and feel his heart beat. Him to wrap his arms around me kiss my head like he does. Him to hold my hand and wipe away my tears when I need him to most. I just want him here. With me, right now. I don’t want to go out anywhere, I don’t want to do anything but cuddle on my bed in complete silence, just the sound of us breathing and once in a while one of us will say ‘I love you’ to break the silence. And for once that night we don’t have to say goodbye to each other. For once I just want to say goodnight, not anything but goodnight.